Rarely do some people have those true life changing events. These last few months have been very trying, and I suppose I’m done with it. With this last revealing news, I question, for the first time in my life, if I can take this any more. I speak in riddles because I believe I am entitled to my privacy; if you ask, I may tell. There are certain aspects about my health that very few people know. Fewer still know how much I’ve been beaten both literally and figuratively. I thank the people that I am able to truly open up to. I recently had one of these newer life-changing events and thus thoughts. It was more over the course of a week, near the second half of February - no specific date, but definitely a specific change in mindset. Luckily it isn’t something that will hold me back. It’s a freeing feeling, that realization. 

The realization that all that there’s nothing left to hold on to. With that, with the empty cup, there’s everything to gain. Hello future. I challenge you to beat me to my knees again.